Damn You
Its 2am and Im sitting in my apartment crying. Should love be this difficult and complicated? Does it need to be this difficult? This unstable? At this point, I am completly depleted and sad. My tears are dropping onto my keyboard- splashing at each word that I type.
I m fucking confused and hurting. I really love this man and dont know how to deal. My hearrt is soaked with pain. What seemed to be a good night has turned into another misfortune. A misfortunate experience . A misfortunate experience. A mis fortunate experience.
A bloody misfortunate experience.
it’s obvious you love him, but the real question is does he love you? and if he does is it enough to accept who you are? people always say that it takes a special man to be involved with an escort (in your case an ex escort) but really i think it just takes a REAL man. which is probably just as rare.
chin up girl. you are a creature worthy of love and understanding.
Jenny
Very true, it’s a hard road once a man knows you are or were an escort. I think a lot easier when you’re ex rather than current.
If you love him and he loves you, then try to make it easier on him. Don’t tell too many stories, keep an eye out for him having a rough day and don’t bombard him with information.
(((Nymphalidae)))
That is how humans are. Not much we can do about.
Hit something – hard, but be careful not to hurt yourself.
then get on with life.
If it helps: time heals all wounds.