I’m back.

I have been longing to continue writing this blog but I stopped because of Bradley. He didn’t think it was ok to continue to have any dealing s with ANYTHING pertaining to my escorting past.  And as I have always stated, his comfort was paramount to me.

We broke up about half year ago and this time it seems to be for good.Hence the partial reinstatement of Myraid. The other reason, well, I’ve just been able to remember the password.

Shit! I wish I remembered the password six months ago as it would have helped me a hell of allot during the break-up.

I’m still trying to get over him. This time it has been a hell of allot easier then the last time we broke up. I realized that on top of our own issues, he also has some major unresolved personal issues that weren’t pertaining to me.  Issues that I think I may have triggered.

Plus there was always Hans , which Bradley kept looming over my head and who I later fucked – since Brads been accusing me of doing so  for 2yrs, I figured what the hell! I have nothing else to lose.

I feel another metamorphosis coming.

~ by nymphalidae on May 15, 2009.